Whenever I spend too much time “partying” I have a sever down-swings. First I obsessively clean and work, then I sleep, then I require an excessive amount of hugs and reassurance. I’m currently in sleep stage.
This project is partially about self acceptance, and in the following year I will almost certainty:
-Stay awake at night with a rushing mind
-Try to over justify my emotions
-Do something people have advised me not to do
-Disappoint my parents
-Be insulted by a stranger and care deeply
-Be unkind to a stranger
-Doubt my purpose in this world
-Get headaches, mosquito bites, bruises and colds
-Allow the laundry to pile up
-Agree to something I don’t want to do out of perceived social obligation
-Complain it’s too hot or too cold
-Act needy or desperate and feel embarrassed
But I will be OK.